There is Up, There is Down.

You hit some kind of peak, and well, I suppose, it's inevitable that you coming crashing down. You push thru the ceiling, and fall back down to the ground. Knowing that this is the case, sort of helps. Oh yeah, you fly up, and come down. It's the natural thing.

You want to fly high, yes, you do. And you want to do it again and again. But that means lots of crashing back to the ground. It is a bit of a bi-polar kind of thing. It's fine if you know that's the way of the world.

There is much to experience and discover up there with the stars, but also much to experience and discover down there with the worms. It's all good.  There is up, there is down. Fine. You can handle both, you need both. You really, really do.