Yes. I seem to spend lots of my time doing the above. What a clusterfuck of a life. The wheels are furiously spinning in my head as I try to figure out things that just don't figure.
Like they say, "Chasing shadows."
Or watching shadows playing on a wall in a little hermetic cave, thinking that those wavering shadows are the freaking world in it's complete entirety.
The Universe doesn't have to "make sense." It doesn't have to be rational, or logical. It doesn't anwser to anything, it doesn't have to explain itself to Human Beings. All those games of logic and rationality and making sense are just the very Human games we Humans play.
And often, we Human Beings, Children of the Universe, are actually playing a different game, a game of irrationality, illogic, nonsensical, ridiculous, off-target, filled with crazy-ass ideas, weird dreams & delusions. We pretend to go thru the motions of logic and rationality, but often it's a bluff and a sideshow, or deep misunderstanding.
Funny. Ofen we are Lost Souls furiously wrestling with our own imagined demons. What a life.
