Bewitched & Bewildered...

Folk #1: A sentence from a friend - "Live by the Dream, Die by the Dream." I suppose that is close to the mark on what my credo, or code of conduct, might be. If you are in the biz of dreaming, you know, many, maybe even most of those dreams will evaporate into nothingness. Still, in the depths of the down & out, always conjuring up the next dream. It's a funny existence. The more I know myself, the more I realize I am perpetually amused & bemused.

Star-crossed = "pleasantly entertained or diverted/marked by confusion or bewilderment." Yes. Makes for a mildly entertaining existence.

The other tool in my kit-bag: Always on a mission. Onto the next thing. There is a lot of wreckage behind me. Crashed plans, broken eggs on the pavement, dreams combusting, but, surprisingly I seem to always be moving forward. Sure, I hit bottom from time to time. Can barely speak. Energy lost in the breeze. But I always bounce. At least that has been the pattern up to now.

I am bewitched & bewildered by the world. No doubt. I turn to humor, and a certain detachment from all things human. I get it. The Universe isn't about me. I am just being, doing, recalibrating...