Life is Strange, No Doubt...

Yes. Well. I can "doom" with the best of them (see previous post). And, yes, I believe we are in a cycle of existential doom & gloom. But, I also think of myself as "resilient," a "fighter," a "survivor," and basically an optimistic sort. So, yeah, super-confused most of the time. I seek clarity. I swim towards the light of insight, peace & trancendence even as I note the sharks, the spiky rocks, and can recognize the smell of death in the air. All I really know is to "keep going." The best antidote to the existential dread  that I have is music; the playing, the listening (lately, almost exclusively Dylan & Springsteen), the performing. And all of this doom & gloom is actually fuel for creating. Yesterday, I worked on a new song. It's reflects my confusion, it takes the elements of doom, and moprhs it into some kind of new clarity, & r&r holiness. At least that's how I see it, and experience it. Will it ever see the light day beyond the kitchen? Not sure. If it seems like it stands up and demands to be counted, I will bring it to my song-writing partner, and then, if it passes that test, together we will bring it to the band. Sure, it's a little thing, but for me, it's also everything. I can't fix the world, but I can do this. And it is something I can and really must do. You know, to keep my head on straight. Life is strange, no doubt...