Sure people are disappointing. Present company included. Life. It really is about discovering your limits, and living with them and thru them. It doesn't have to be depressing. You find out that you are, and you possess, a very unique instrument and energy. Much of your life is discovering what makes you tick. I think the trick is to use your instrument and energy to the max. Actualize yourself in the world. Without being an asshole. You are just a part of a much bigger, cosmic energy, unique, just like everything else is unique. It's a weird math for sure. You find out that your limits can be your strengths. Ha. Funny, that. Addition via subtraction. Or something like that.