I've probably written a blog similar to this one before, but really, I don't mind…
Do I grab the wheel and hold on with dear life? Do I white-knuckle it? Do I grit my teeth, clench my jaw, hold my arms rigid and will that damn thing to move? Do I keep the game going with "force of will?"
Or do I just let go? Take my hands off the wheel? Relax, sit back, experience the ride, even if the ride is going nowhere? Do I even give up pretending to care? Do I just float, or sit, and not care whether I'm moving forward or backward or not moving at all? Do I just let the idea of "wheel" and "motion" and "will" evaporate?